Breaking Mirrors, not Promises~ ♪♫

I’m just kind of now realizing everything that might be happening pretty soon here… and right now, I’m actually pretty much alone.  I don’t really have any friends up here, and that’s kinda bummin’ me out :/   I can’t exactly make any friends at work that I could hang out with because they’re all either too old, too young, or don’t exactly think highly of me… So… I didn’t want this to turn emo, but I really hate this right now.

…ya know what? I’m okay with this :)

I really haven’t felt this down in a while… probably almost a month.  It was pretty great while it lasted, but now I just feel like shit.  I can listen to all the music, watch all the cute videos, cry all I want, but I just can’t shake this feeling… not tonight…

Haven’t been putting anything up here lately x3 …oops~

Well, I’ll try ta fix that… when I’m not working like all the time.

I have been so incredibly happy with how everything has been progressing as of late~   I just finally seem to be getting settled in~

Why do I feel like I won’t be enough for you, even though you say I am?

The only reason I haven’t gone any farther is because I don’t know what you’re thinking.  I ask you again and again, but unless I could know that you would be committed, I don’t think I could date you…